Demi

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna
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Bulimia isn’t a long haired pretty girl bending over a toilet with a tragically beautiful face on. It’s a puffed miserable face with vomit dripping from it’s chin and a fucking nose bleed. Anorexia isn’t a slim figure shyly refusing a cupcake. It’s hair growing over your freezing malnourished body. Depression isn’t a model with running mascara staring into the sunset. It’s staring at the fucking ceiling at 4 in the morning with burning eyes because you can’t even find the motivation to close them. Self harm isn’t lovely boys kissing your arms telling you you’re still beautiful. It’s nasty fucking scars that will be there forever and showers that sting. Panic attacks aren’t burying your face into your lovers chest and them telling you everything will be okay. It’s feeling out of control and like oxygen has been taken from you. Mental illnesses aren’t beautiful. They don’t make you special and don’t make people suddenly care about you. They’re monsters that destroy lives. So stop taking them lightly and promoting them to impressionable teenagers on the damn internet.

You’re never going to be able to kiss him again.
You’re never going to be able to hug him again.
You’re never gonna be able to hold his hand again.
You’re never going to be able to feel any of that love again. You’re never going to feel his touch, like when he touched you face ever so softly before he kissed you or when he came up and hugged you from behind and kissed your neck, not because he wanted sex but because he loved you. He’s never going to kiss your forehead in one of those small romantic gestures again.
When you see him, its not going to feel the same. When you look at him, when you once felt love and butterflies, you will now feel sadness. You will feel pain. It will be almost unbearable. And if you think thats unbearable, wait until you see him with his new love. Thats unbearable. Not because he’s with her, but because he’s happy with her. Happier then he ever was or could have been with you. It will be that moment that you realize what you did. You fell for it. You thought someone really could love you, and maybe, just maybe you didn’t ruin everything. But he lied, just like everyone else. And you fucking fell for it.
My love story..